Aegri somnia vana

Sometimes a little advice would be nice, you know?
Things get tough and life gets hard, so what am i supposed to do? Grow?
I know that’s how it should go, and maybe I’m just stuck for a bit.
But I can’t help feeling that it’d be best if I just… Quit.

Quit and not look back ever, because let me tell you, this fucking sucks.
I don’t even know what “this” is supposed to be, when did life get so tough?
It’s rough because there’s really only one person I want to talk to, but I can’t.
They wouldn’t even have to actually help, just being around would be… Enough.

And that’s all we really want, right? To just not come up short, for once.
Just one time not feel like I’m missing something, just once I’d like to be enough.
The problem is I don’t know what that is, I get to the end and the goals fucking changed.
What am I supposed to do when i can’t see where I’m headed? Every time I look up, it’s a different horizon, same day.

So yeah a little advice would be nice, it would actually really help.
Maybe a little support if you could, maybe a bit of a break as well.
That’d be swell, but I don’t see that coming true.
I’m just a bit burnt out anyway, disregard, shall we find out what else i can put myself through?